maybe it’s not my weekend!?
can’t shake this stupid ass bad mood off. feel depressed with myself, like i’m not good enough! feel like everything i do wont be as good as what everyone elses; like i under achieve constantly. the people around me seem to have bigger and better things going for them. i feel like i can never be as good as my mates because they are better all round, there’s no competition. i hate being here atm! i hate living where i do, i want to move far away and not look back for a while. i might belong here, but it deffinatley doesn’t mean I have to stay.
This bad mood won’t shake, not right now :( i hate everything and feel like I myself am an ‘EPIC FAIL’ that’s me BIG FAT EPIC FAIL THAT CAN’T DO ANYTHING THE WAY PEOPLE WANT IT TO BE AND IS ABSOLUTLY HOPELESS IN LIFE!
rant not over…..
i cba to type anymore. tumblr pisses me off. i hate tumblr. tumblr is a bitch. i hate everything. big ass bad mood. no salga su ratta. no happy times. no smile on my face. big stupid ass frown instead. angry. angry. angry. fail. fail. fail. stupid big life. i hate fate. fate took something that meant everythign to me away from me. my granny. fate needs decking. fate’s the worst thing in the world. except sliced bread. that’s balls aswell. as is my life. sick of bottleing it all up. felt like this for 3 months. pissed off. i hate STUFF.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
still not over. but, i’m sick of this, so bon voy age TIT HEAD!
over and GOD DAMN out!
